missing.

life is a great big void.
whatever i do, whatever i've done.
i don't know
and
i don't care

it doesn't matter.
it never mattered
she's not even here
and
i'm not even there.

just doing what i do
no rhyme nor reason nor cause
just keep on doing
no start nor end nor pause

caught within the web of apathy
i bleed just to know i'm alive.